To A Friend..

Who are we kidding?
I know you're not okay.
Still, I ask you anyway.
You know you're hurting.
But you lie and say you're fine.

What to say, what to say?
Trying to keep myself from crying.
Watching hurt flow from your eyes,
Listening to pain pour from your mouth.
It's shattering to the soul.

I couldn't collect my thoughts
When I learned the C.O.D.
Like a quick right hook
To the side of ones face,
My words were knocked from me
and lost forever.

Forever.
Her home, forever.



Rest in peace Amber..

Alan In Wonderland

She speaks beautifully

And thinks rather peculuarly.

Still she's the reason for all of my badgering inquiries.



In whom do you fear?

What brings you to tears?

Where will you be in 5 years?

Invite me into your dark and whymsical world.

Share with me secrets untold.

Forgive my haste may I be bold?

Teach me the mysteries of your mind.

Send them in shivers down my spine.

Whisper your thoughts, I'll tell you mine.

Let me be your Al, and

I'll explore your Wonderland.

Learn all I can and

More than the next man.