My dad acts as if the process is easy. It would be if we had nothing. He forgets that he got his education paid for because he was able to show himself as independent from his parents. Things have changed and I’m not afforded that luxury. I actually have to work for mine. Not to say that he didn’t, I’m just saying it’s harder now because we’re not in poverty nor do we have an abundance of wealth.
Dilemma? Eh.. Sure, but I don't see a way around it other than my inconsistent grind. Inconsistent because, well.. It's certainly not a continuous effort on my part. I allow myself to feel defeated at the first sign of opposition and that is an issue I hope to adjust quickly.
